♥ My L.I.F.E ♥ My W.A.Y ♥

Thursday, June 26, 2008

♥ My L.I.F.E ♥ My W.A.Y ♥

Urh… sorry piggy, sorry bee, sorry Zoe… I shouldn’t ask the question on that day…

'Did you guys ever hate everyone which beside you in a certain period??...’

Ahaha… I’m just wondering why I will have this kind of feeling. But, I don’t mean that I hate u gals… Don’t misunderstand…. Anyway, thousand sorry cos my deeds make u gals felt shocked. NO hard feeling k. Hehe…..

Freaking tired today. But STILL need to wake up at 7.30am and going to Pearl Point for attending my training class…. My leave day…. Wasted… Damn…. As a result of late sleep yesterday, today I become a PANDA. Erhm… I mean my eyes… Lolz… maybe my body figure also will become like a panda soon {recently eat toooo much}…. HAHA

Yer…. Really felt sleepy…. I’m FISHING while the trainer was explaining the rules and regulation in front. Super regret why I will come for the training… Lolz… I wanna sleep eh…… ZzZzZzZzzzzz

Above just the second purpose for me to apply my leave today, the main purpose was to having my breast ultrasound scanning and Pap smear test. Waiting for so long to have my Pap smear test…. Finally I’m brave enough to go for the check up. Thought will settle everything by today, but just not like my imagination, I just can completed the breast ultrasound scanning only, nonetheless, for the Pap smear test, I have to refer to Specialist clinic for further check up…

Oh my god… I was so so so worry… Moreover, my breast ultrasound scanning result…. …. ….. …. ……….. Is not that perfect as what I think. Been worried bout the check up from few days ago… Now, becoming increasingly worried bout it… Damn……

Hmm… what should I do now? Tired… Worry… Unhappy... Annoying... Lonely... Emotional emptiness… Badly-OFF. So many emotions in Me... Adelah.

Can’t continuing clog up the useless facts in my mind…. I hate myself for failed control my frame of mind… Bee, I agreed what you said…

“ Everything will gonna be alright… No matter how, do remember we are always be with U… Pour out all the happiness and sadness in U…”

I shared your sentiments on this matter. Hehe…

We have born to create our own stories, our own memories, and our own characters. Just like what I usually say, LIFE IS A CYCLE, we must know how to well manage all feelings in Us and live it brightly. I do hope I can achieve it. Heh…

Erhm… I have a delightful Thursday. Love my gals n all of you who standing on the same line with me.

Signed with my KISS.
Muacks…