New HER ~ Born

I’d changed a new hairstyle… ^^







Shortie Kerrie

Unpredictable, short hair can suit me too !







US ~ After the CUT - Seremban

A NEW look, a NEW way.


Kisssss


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Nitez

What a peaceful night…

I had myself on the bed from 7 evening until 12 midnight….

Caused me D. I. Z. Z. Y. I. N. G. L. Y.

Tonight might be a sleepless night. Sigh….

This afternoon, my “Auntie” suddenly “visits” me while I’m on da way walking. Planned to go gym but finally I choose to back home. To clean up myself…. What the hell…

Listening to the songs from Alicia Keys

Killing me softly
Diary
Like you’ll never see me again
Unbreakable


Nice songs…. Sentimental

The night is still young……………………………… for me.

I should on the bed and dreaming I supposed. But I didn’t.

I gonna find something to do now. To fill up my long night. =)




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SucK

S.U.C.K.

This is what i can say

I hate myself

Very, very HATE


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Peace of Mind


Hey buddies I’m back to mood… Sorry dudes… I’m OK and FINE now!

I’m thankful for what I have… for the friends I have, and for the things I’ve got, attract more good people and good things!

Now only I realized, People who always complain about what they DON'T HAVE, stay stuck. Complainers attract more things to complain about!


'Start by being thankful. Be happy with what you have now, and more will come your way.'




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I’d lost my way

I’d lost my way…. NO direction, NO supporter…. I have no idea with what I’m doing now and what I’m going to do next step… I really feel that I’m L.O.S.T

Pls... Pull me out from nightmare

HOPELESS
in me

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D.e.p.r.e.s.s.i.o.n.


Sometimes, I do think a lot…. I flunked in everything…. ?

Am I a loser?


Yea… From what I’ve done, no matter to my family, my frenz, or even every HIM that passerby in my life…. I really felt sorry to all of you… Especially my Mama…

Sincerely… Guilty… I love you lots Mama…

But I just can’t get myself to make such a commitment to this family…

I really dunno how to describe this kind of feelings…

I'm not HAPPY…. Though I can smile n laugh as much as I can…
What we called FAMILY…? With lots of Love, with lots of cares, lots of joys……..

But why I don’t get all of this? Just like others do?

Everytime when I see others hanging out with their family… I really envy them….

I wish to have a harmony family too…. Full of Loves, full of joyful….

"Will this happen?" "Perhaps not."

I have to stop here. My tears can’t stop dropping when I get into this topic… I miss u Dad…


Loves


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♥ to be a.l.o.n.e. SometimeS.

Haiz… My turn to work on this Saturday…. Wuhuuuu… ==
Having Roti Canai + Teh Tarik as my breakfast… Yummy! After fill up my crazie stomach, need to start work dy… So many paper works… Gosh. Finally I can finish my KIV things! Yea… A bit satisfied with it. Hehe. Peaceeeee…



Afther finished work, take LRT to Hang Tuah station to change Monorail. My destination : Pavilion. I’m going there to take something…. In the meanwhile I can walk around…. Not bad. Having a cup of coffee at Starbucks, Alone... Watching those people pass by the Bukit Bintang street, everyone seems rushing. Hmm…Well, this is the LIFE STYLE in K.L.


After that I take Monorail to KL Sentral station, change KTM to kepong, and then the Taxi uncle drove me home. I had known as ‘TRANSPORT QUEEN’, hmm… No, should name it ‘PUBLIC TRANSPORT QUEEN’…ahaha…. This is real! {LRT, Monorail, KTM, Cab =.=} But it’s quite enjoy, no rushing, no burdens, I like the feel when travel alone (for weekend only, weekdays pack till die)


Well well well….. I’m home around 2.30pm… What a wonderful Saturday I had…. Just because finally I have time to stay in my home!


♥~ HOME SWEET HOME~ ♥


Half an hour ago, I’m keeping my room, clean all the dust, keep all my clothes that I Biar it aside for almost a week, and do filing for my own bills, statements, salary slips, bla bla bla…. Wao! Now only I realized so many rubbishes I have…. Urgh… I need to get all the junks OFF!


Now, I’m sitting here to blogging, at this moment, I’m wearing spec, tighten up my hair, garu-ing kaki, haha… I’m so hungry now…. I have to go downstairs to find my mama, see whether got any nice food reserve for me…? Hehe...


Okay… Is time to Ciaozzzz….


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