Love ♥ My Saturday

Saturday_28 June 2008

8.00 am – Woke up early in the morning and prepare to go office by taking bus. Sigh… gonna work half day today…. YER !

12.00 pm – It’s time for me to off my works and rush to Time Square to meet my colleague. So eager for my shopping day!! Shopping is really my LOVE. Yahoooo!!! ^^

7.00 pm – Finally…. Finished shops… Tired…. Used lots of money, damn poor now…. Regret but what to do….. =.= My sickness – SHOPAHOLIC, seem increasingly serious a day than a day

8.00 pm – Went to have dinner with Andrew and Siew Wei at Pak Hailam coffee shop at Kepong. Keep on discussing bout the plan later tonight and I keep making noise… Why I over spent, why…. why…. Urgh…!!

10.00 pm – Back home and get prepared to Rock & Roll tonight!! Venue: Our regular clubs, with my charming Honey Kinki, and few of my best frenzie. Yet, can’t’ caused me to have any great excitement tonight… FULL of disappoint and dissatisfy….

3.00 am
– Is time to say Byez to my clubs and I’m rushing back to have tea with my babes. They just finished with their stuff and coming back to look for me, thinking to have our Ladies Night at mamak, to chill until we get tired.

5.00 am – Oh my God… we’re still sitting there and never feel like wanna go home. Keep on chatting bout our Life, our Personality, and we do chatting on someone too, the SOMEONE, last time he might be the leading man of my favorite chatting topics. But today, He will be OUT from my list.

6.00 am
– 3 of us including Zoe, Twaji and me, feel free to enjoy the sunrise so we decided to go to Desa Park City to view it. Oh my gals…. That’s really enjoyed to be with U… I love to spend my time with U. This is my genuine feelings… ^^

7.00 am
– Our captured Queen Ms. Twaji keep on taking pictures with the nice view, with our shadows, with herself and with us too, anyhow we’re happy and enjoy with it as well. Lolz..

8.00 am – Breakfast time. Went to Manjalara Maluri area and have DIM SAM as our breakfast. Nice taste. Stomach full with only few dishes DIM SAM. Haha

9.00 am- Dunno which HUMAN suggest having morning swim. Early in the morning =.=’’ So cold… At last we went to Alkie’s condo and asked him along to join us. I’m just standing in the water and pretend I’m swimming… Lolz…. Cos I totally dunno how to swim….. How pity me…

12.00 pm – Facial appointment was on at 12pm sharp. I really tired and feel like going to faint down. Never rest almost 28 hours and I felt my energy nearly exhaust. Mama Mia….


5.00 pm – My engine going to break down soon… Just finished facial and went dinner with Siew Wei at Old Town cafe. After a moment i suggested to back home cos I really get TIRED

6.00 pm – Finally, I’M HOME!! I miss my Bed!! Yet I still blogging here… But I’ve promised myself I will go to bed after blogging. Hehe….


It was a freaking TIRED day for me. The most appreciative moments, surely is the moment that I’m spending with my 2 babes. Doubtless. ^^ Do remember our promises, when the time we reach 23 yo... We have to*****….. Hehe…..Ok, set it as our next target k babes? Hope we can achieve it…. Soonest possible!

And thanks a lot to U Bee… Will listening to your advice k. I hope I could cross over the bridge… I mean O. Yesterday I was closed to tears when U told me something that I never expected.

Nevertheless, I’m trying to take off the only piece of memory that he leave for me.



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♥ My L.I.F.E ♥ My W.A.Y ♥

Urh… sorry piggy, sorry bee, sorry Zoe… I shouldn’t ask the question on that day…

'Did you guys ever hate everyone which beside you in a certain period??...’

Ahaha… I’m just wondering why I will have this kind of feeling. But, I don’t mean that I hate u gals… Don’t misunderstand…. Anyway, thousand sorry cos my deeds make u gals felt shocked. NO hard feeling k. Hehe…..

Freaking tired today. But STILL need to wake up at 7.30am and going to Pearl Point for attending my training class…. My leave day…. Wasted… Damn…. As a result of late sleep yesterday, today I become a PANDA. Erhm… I mean my eyes… Lolz… maybe my body figure also will become like a panda soon {recently eat toooo much}…. HAHA

Yer…. Really felt sleepy…. I’m FISHING while the trainer was explaining the rules and regulation in front. Super regret why I will come for the training… Lolz… I wanna sleep eh……
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Above just the second purpose for me to apply my leave today, the main purpose was to having my breast ultrasound scanning and Pap smear test. Waiting for so long to have my Pap smear test…. Finally I’m brave enough to go for the check up. Thought will settle everything by today, but just not like my imagination, I just can completed the breast ultrasound scanning only, nonetheless, for the Pap smear test, I have to refer to Specialist clinic for further check up…

Oh my god… I was so so so worry… Moreover, my breast ultrasound scanning result…. …. ….. …. ……….. Is not that perfect as what I think. Been worried bout the check up from few days ago… Now, becoming increasingly worried bout it… Damn……

Hmm… what should I do now? Tired… Worry… Unhappy... Annoying... Lonely... Emotional emptiness… Badly-OFF. So many emotions in Me... Adelah.

Can’t continuing clog up the useless facts in my mind…. I hate myself for failed control my frame of mind… Bee, I agreed what you said…

“ Everything will gonna be alright… No matter how, do remember we are always be with U… Pour out all the happiness and sadness in U…”

I shared your sentiments on this matter. Hehe…

We have born to create our own stories, our own memories, and our own characters. Just like what I usually say, LIFE IS A CYCLE, we must know how to well manage all feelings in Us and live it brightly. I do hope I can achieve it. Heh…

Erhm… I have a delightful Thursday. Love my gals n all of you who standing on the same line with me.

Signed with my KISS.
Muacks…

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Moody Day....


I’m so moody today…. For NO REASON. Totally out of my control... nearly… nearly burst… ishk… Fucking hate this kind of feeling… Went to Damansara Mc D this afternoon and been sitting there from 1pm to 5pm (OMG ~ 4 hours =.=)….With couple of closed frens… less chatting, more to eating. Haha… After taken our meal, started fatt mou there and chit chat on some nonsense topics. Just dunno y, feel like myself being treated badly… *Deeply disappointed after the call. Ok, I’ll BIAR it… Actually this only a small matter right… hmm... it’s alright. Just a little bit uncomforted…deep into my heart.
But today seem really a bad Saturday for me. I dun wan a repeat day LIKE TODAY. Pls..… BLESSED

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Food Poisoning =(

14 June 2008, Saturday,

Went Sungkai with couple of my lovely friends. To tuition for those kids.

Well, we had Nasi Lemak as our lunch.

Some friends ate 2 packs.

I just ate one.

But, I’m the only one (adult) who had Food Poisoning.



How weak am I.

Nonstop vomiting and diarrhea.

Heard from them, the kids also facing the same problem.

Poor Me. Poor kids.

May God bless the kids.

* Anti NASI LEMAK >.<

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HatE • • •



Hate.

I Hate the stories happened on me in past 20 years.

I remember HIS good. I miss HIS care. I could feel HIS love. Which is no one can compare with.

What he done for me, it was indeed the most memorable of my past.

It’s been 3 years since I broke up with HIM. I could not find someone who really willing to share his heart with me.

PUNISHMENT. I guess so.

Even O. He’s too far from me. But anyway I’ll keep walking to his way. At least, I try.

Thanks God I met him.

I’m wondering…

About my future prince, my future man, my love, HIM ?

??? Only question marks surrounding in my mind…..

3.47am
13 June 2008



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My Dream ♥.• My Life

My mood seems suck recently. I dunno since when I will become like a weaker. I trying to be tough but I think I’m pretended.

I don’t have my own career, I don’t have my own property, I don’t have what they called family cares, and even I don’t have my man.

Gosh, I seem like wasting too much of my time on those unnecessary stupid things. I want my expected Life, my Dream, but it’s really hard to make it become real. Seems far way to fulfill it. Yer!!

Anyway, I will try my best to change myself. I don’t want to be a loser. Cheers!

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Welcome, My Friends


Welcome to my new blog… Finally, I’m not using BLACK color as my background color.

BLACK is cool, but it’s bringing us the feel that we called DOWN, or maybe SAD, or something else.

I do hope the PINK color will bring me more enjoyment, happiness and LOVE. ^^




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