KeRRiE ♥.•"•. ♥ ChiN

Miss u, Daddy

2011-04-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

Miss my dad in a sudden... Because Mum just told me that she went to the Chinese temple and "visit" dad. Something like "invite" my dad to someone's body and the person will help to sound out what my daddy wants to tell. Hmm...

Dad said he's living good. He got the "money" that we burned. Good to know that, dad.

And dad said he will be more happy if bro can get married and got a baby. Oh...Dad wish to get a grandchild...

The problem is, dunnot when bro can get married lorh~ Even gf also havent got! And mum said "How about u get marry first?" Oh my God... she indirectly ask me to get married!

Mum... do u know ur daughter been single for few years and still searching for her Mr. Right? And yet no one want ur daughter lorh~ =P hahaha~

Time flies and I'm 24 yo now... really OMG. I think if I reach 35 yo I still haven't get a man, I will cincai find a man, as long as he is a MAN and I WILL JUST MARRY!!!

A little bit update

2011-04-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

My blog has been dead for some time..... Opps, is that BUSY prob or LAZY prob? =P

Hmm... I've changed a new job from past 6 mths ago.. Working in a bank now and what I can say is... "NO LIFE". Y say so? Working hours from 8.45am until 8pm and jam jam jam until home I think is around 9pm. what?! so late huh?! YES, if its compare with my previous job.. But no choice, work for money. At least this job can fulfill what I want. Part of my dreams comes true. No doubt.. This job bring me a joyful life, And it did bring me a lovely boy too! =P Glad to blend in this working environment and knowing HIM. My B zai~ wahahaha

Been for Singapore for my second visit last week. Both 3 of us like big kids while we visited Universal Studios! Have lotsa fun there and we took lotsa photos =) A tired but memorable trip.

Back to reality, chasing SALES again~! Arghh.... Gotta force myself achieve the Million Dollar Club for 2nd time.. How am I going to do it...?? I need motivation!!! Dunno why.. my mindset just SO BLANK.. Everyday brining the dead body to work.. Like corpse.. lolz.

God.. Pls... Pls... Sales!!

SG Zoukout party + Xmas Trip

2010-12-19T11:29:00.000+08:00

Purposely went to Singapore to attend the Zouk10ut party.... I have lotsa funs there! This is the best party I ever been... really!

Let's the pictures tell....... Here we go!

Copy those photos from zoukout.com.... Lolz. Cos we don't have the great camera okay

Finally can see how beautiful of SG X'mas environment... All the chritmas trees is just... Awesome! STRONG christmas feel pls! ;)

I have a nice trip hehee

Thanks to our tour guide Mr. Chee Haw

Celebrating Rukawa's buffday at Sushi Tei

Happy Buffday Girl!

Nicey Buffday cake

Iluma shopping mall

I lurve the Christmas tree color!!so sweeeeeet

Merry X'mas ;)

Orchard road

Funny Santa

MBS - Marina Bay Sand

My Yam ice cream~ love it love it~!

Me with the funky glasses

Sugar cane + lemon

SG Airport

Kerrie with her sushissss hehee

Nice~

In da partay!

I'm so exhausted....

My new fren -Sabrina! Nice to meet u gals =)

Just to say that : I HAVE LOTSA FUNS !!!!

Funz Saturday nite

2010-11-28T14:24:00.000+08:00

Went to Kuchai Lama look for my Twaji Beee. We booked for legs massage appointment at 10pm sharp.

It's really so comfortable n relaxing... Finally my tired body can get release... Hmm... We should have massage more often! Okay. make it twice a month. Hehee

Jeff, Alkie and Zoe are joining us for the tea after we done our massage. We went to K3K Benta Kaya 桂三记 Coffee shop. What a weird name hahaa... But tell you what.... There have the GIANT curry puff! Nice taste.... hmm I rate it 7/10 marks.

During our conversation, I forgot what we talk about but I just remember we just keep burst into laughter! Beee.. I really can't forget the scene that day in da morning~ hahahahahahahaa~

And well, the two naughty males keep on editing my ugly pic.... Somemore posted in Twitter and Facebook =.= Really feel like smack "nine" them! Nevertheless, I still feel funny while I look at my own pic. Lolz~

Dare you cross the line? HohoOOOO

I have a fun nite with my heroes and babes! I lurve all of you. ♥

Friendship 4eva pls~

Not...Not...Nothing

2010-11-28T14:07:00.000+08:00

Been dead for some time...

Now, should back on the track.

Yea he is NOTHING. Nothing than nothing.

累

2010-11-17T12:12:00.000+08:00

真的很累。

一直反复问自己，为什么我比其他人累？

看见其他人在无助的时候，身边都会有个人支持与鼓励，甚至可以解决金钱上的烦恼。

为什么我什么事都要自己解决？？一个人去承担所有，很累。。。

要在我身边支持与鼓励我的人，其实不是没有，可是现在的我，真的没有心理准备要投入下一段感情。我想，我越来越不相信爱情了吧。。。

受伤的，总是我。唉。。

总有一天，我可以完全不需要靠任何一个人，都可以达成我的理想。

对，我要靠自己！！

只有这样，才能觉得自己是有用的。。。

至少，不需要看人家脸色，也是一件好事啊 = )

好吧。。加油吧柯卉。

走吧。。。

2010-11-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

重看了一篇自己的私人部落格。眼泪不知不觉地掉了下来。

是感动？是伤感？还是讨厌这种感觉？

这种突然间一无所有的感觉。。。。

突然失去一个人。突然对人失去了信心，失去了信任。。。

话，有多动听可以说得多动听。但实际上呢？做到吗？

做不到是其次，可是突然一走了之就是很不负责任！

对我，一点也不公平。

曾经，想要放弃的时候，他挽留。

曾经，很相信他的每一句话。

曾经，在我说不要的事后，他哭着对我说不能不要。

曾经，被他感动得不顾一切地去爱。

最后呢？离开的，还不一样是他。。。

早就知道这段感情不会有好结果，可是，我究竟在执着些什么呢？

生气，真的很生气。始终有一天会分开，这，我了解。以为奇迹会发生，可是，最后被选择的终究不是我。我在乎的是，那个离开的原因。能不能在一个明明白白的情况下，才分开？他说，这是他欠我的。我知道，他只是不想说出那伤我的话。。或许，放弃我，比放弃其他的，还来得值得吧。

两个月前的我，真的接受不了那种从天堂跌入地狱的感受。那是我想象不到的。你走得好突然。

出现了，又离开了。留下了无数的问号，无奈。回去吧，继续你的生活，我不会再改变你了。

让他走吧。。。让他走回那原本就属于他的世界。

Saturday Saturday~

2010-10-17T02:26:00.000+08:00

Meet up with a long lost friend Jenna this afternoon. I can't remember how many years we didn't catch up with each other... She become more and more pretty nowadays =) Just a short tea session with her cos both of us gonna rush to other place after 5pm. She bought me some Lancome cosmetic from Singapore. I like it! Thanks alot my dear =)

My upcoming plan after the tea session, actually is to heading to my new work place at Federal Highway, PJ. I wanna recognize the road and hope to find some short cut perhaps? Lolz. Thanks Alex and Shewyin for u guys's accompany...

We have our dinner at SS2, fresh frog porridge! Alex the one who recommend us about this... Really nice!

The menu~

Gong Bou Tin Gai~

Porridge~

Another bowl of Tin Gai but I forgot what flavor~

Omelette with Onion ~

My own bowl of porridge~

After dinner, go back to Kepong and drop dear Shewyin cos she is not gonna join us for the next plan. Fetch the pretty NZ girl Hwei Leng to go along with us... MOVIE!

Bought the movie ticket but the show only start at 10.15pm. So, we decided to have a break at Gloria Jeans Cafe~

My Mint Chocolate Bomb

Lastly.... I wanna tell u guys that the movie I watched jus now.... is so so soooooo SUX!!! Omg, have u guys ever seen a movie with only ONE actor, whole film happened in the SAME place??? WTF! So low cost lorh this movie!!!

BURIED!!! *vomit blood*

Chill Nite at TwentyOne Tables & Terrace, Bangsar

2010-10-17T01:51:00.000+08:00

We have a great night!

Check the place out: http://www.drbar.asia/#twentyonetablesterrace

All Night Long - Just let the pictures tell you how do we feel ;)

Can u feel our happiness?? =D

I like my girls! My sexy girls.... The most happy moment for us.. Is to take lotsa pictures with nicey dressing, I guess. Hohooo =P

My 13 Oct 10

2010-10-14T04:55:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at 8am+. Dunno what's wrong with me, getting up so damn early!

11am+ went to Carefour with Swei... The purpose I'm going there is to sign up the Unifi package... which is the internet speed 5mbps... compare with my current package 512mb (can die). It's almost 5 times faster okay!! So best~

Hope the installation done ASAP so that I can enjoy the faster internet speed. =D Nice for downloading and watch PPS! Hohoo :P

After that, both of us went to Nelson Tan cafe to have our lunch.

This is my Hawaii Chicken Ball Rice ;)

My fav drink - Soya Bean

After lunch I fetch Swei to Kepong car learning centre cos she wanna enquiry something... Then we straightly heading to De Pastry, Manjalara for our high tea. We sat there from 1.30pm till almost 5pm... Gosh... When the time we leave we can feel our butts is quite painful and it's become hard... sit too long... hahaa

Around 6.30pm.. suddenly received a call from Zoe babe asking me to work... so last minute! Work start 7pm till 11pm... that means i only have 30 mins to prepare myself and rush to the work place... Firstly felt abit lazy but at last I promised to work too... Work for money.....hmm...

Get myself prepare in about 20 mins then rush to Hartamas to meet Zoe babe. We decided to drove 1 car to work place so I just park my car at Hartamas legal parking area.

We work at Damansara Height - Royal Oak. Today it's the boss's birthday and they are having a birthday party there. I quite enjoy to work tonight... Cos all of them are so friendly... easy going... just nice. And we got some tips from customers... Feel so syiok okay... =D

cam whore before start work

Extend our working hours due to the birthday boy's request... So we stay there until 12.30am only we leave. After that we heading to TTDI Simone Bar to join Liang Jin and his friends... Chilling chilling.

About 2am+ we leave Simone Bar. Zoe babe and me suddenly think of our long lost mamak - Jeff mamak. We miss the mee hoon goreng and the maggie goreng. Haha... Therefore! We have our fattening supper at 3am+!! Really so fat..... But no choice cos my gastric not feeling well with empty stomach..

The time now is nearly 5am... But I'm still awake. Plan to watch my drama later... and sleep in the morning perhaps? Sleep so late caused bad skin.. not healthy! But I really wish to do so since I still got 4 days to enjoy my measure floor life.... Opps....

Seriously, damn nervous... Next monday gonna start my new job.. Hope everything is going smooth!

Melaka 1 Day Trip

2010-10-11T01:43:00.000+08:00

Wake up and it's another lovely day! Hmm.. What to do today? Suddenly think of I so wish to go for Melaka 1 day trip. Call some of my friends and tell them my plan. All of them agreed about my suggestion...so great! So, 1.30pm we depart from Alex's house. ;)

We went for lunch at Manjalara before depart. Because all of us just woke up and haven't had our breakfast. Opps, is called "brunch" I suppose. Lolz.

After the so called "brunch", we started our estimated 2 hours journey to Melaka. Alkie and me will be the driver for today. Drive all the way straight to Melaka... It's take about 1 and half hour, we reach! That's so great.

1st station - went to Jonker street and walk around. If u been at Jonker street, the Melaka sugar cendol is a MUST that u have to try! It's just simply nice.

My Sago Cendol

After that, we went to this Capitol Satay to have our dinner. It's actually like the "lok lok" at pasar malam.. but just with the satay soup. So nice okay...! Each stick cost RM 0.80... 6 of us eat about 75 sticks... Hohoo

只此一家，别无分店

A lot of stars from TVB been here before

The Satay soup

Adding lotsa lotsa peanuts... I like!

Our foods

Big prawn! So worth... RM 0.80 only

Yummy

Frenzie so happy when playing the Iphone game - Face Fighter. They punching Alex now. Haha

Alex seeing how ugly he look like in the Face Fighter. Lolz!! =D =D =D

We back to the Jonker Street after the dinner. There having night market every weekend. We walk around and bought something.... Then, it's time to go back KL! Everyone is working tmr except me. Hehe... If not we can overnight there =P

A sad case happened while we on the way back to KL. We saw an horror accident.. which is damn serious one... Gosh... Stucked in the jam about 1 and half hour... The accident happened at North-South expressway, near Simpang Ampat toll. About 12 peoples dead, 45 peoples injured in this accident! Omg... it's sound scary rite... Google the news and found that, it's actually the Express Bus (Delima) travelling from Melaka towards Kuala Lumpur crushed toward the opposite lane about 7pm. Because of this accident... The opposite lane jam about 15km away I guess. Police blocked the road and those peoples who going back to Seremban or Melaka forced to make a U-turn...

Sighz.... what a sad case happened on 10.10.10.

R.I.P. peoples....

Bz Bz Bzzz

2010-10-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

Another busy day... This is just the 5th day of my "measure floor" days.... LOL

Busy of??

Morning - Woke up at 6.45am and went to FRIM for jog with darling Swei. After that went to Mc Donald to have our breakfast Mc Egg Muffin burger... Thumbs up for the burger hehehe. After breakfast, rush back home and take shower. Cos our next plan is Sing K. Reach One U Neway at around 11.30am.. and started to sing until 2.30pm. So greatttt!

Noon - Straight go GSC for movie after came out from K room. Movie name : "Legend of the fist - The return of Chen Zhen". Nice movie.... Donnie Yen's body.. slurp slurpppp...

Evening - Finished the movie around 5pm... Quickly rush back home because I gotta out for work at 5.30pm! And I need to take shower, get myself prepared with make up on. Gosh... so rush... drive like a bull on road.. lolz.

Night - Work with babe Zoe at Bangsar from 6pm to 10pm. Awww... happened a thing that I don't wish to happen forever, if possible. I fell down cos of the wet floor ;( Ouchh, so embarrassing okay.... Sighz.... Dunno shud feel funny or shame. Sob sob... ='(

After finish work at around 10.30pm... rushing again, to back home and I need to send my Leptin stock to my friend before today. At last, Andrew helped me to send to Damansara. Thanks alot... So that I no need to go there by myself =P

Finally I can sit down and rest. But I can see there's still alot of paper works waiting for me to solve it. No choice, I have to finish it also... Cos I know tmr will have to bz too.

The way I write maybe seems like complaining but actually I'm enjoying too! Enjoying to be FULL. Full of works, full of moneys, full of funs, full of joys ;)

My day 4 Oct 2010

2010-10-05T00:50:00.000+08:00

It's Monday~! But I no need to work hohohoho!! If currently I'm still under employed I will definitely hate Monday... =P But today, this Monday, I feel so relaxxxXX~ =D

Went to Nelson Tan's cafe with Andrew and Swei. We are having our lunch here. Not bad this place,,, nice foods with cheap price. U guys can have a try if u visit Kepong. It located at Jalan Medan Perdana 2, Taman Usahawan Kepong.. near Carefour only =)

This is my meal - Creamy Chicken + Rice. Look delicious, taste delicious too!

This is Swei's meal - Sausage + Egg + Rice

Andrew's meal - Beef + Rice

After lunch I straight go back home and went to tea with the guys. After that around 5pm+ I out again -.- Bring the 2 notty doggies to Desa Park City for walk.

Niu Niu & Me

And night, celebrate Alex's birthday at La Casa, water front desa park city. Happy Birthday Alex Ennjie!

Am I really ok?

2010-10-04T11:18:00.000+08:00

Sighz... I really don't like to stay home. If there's extra time in my schedule I sure will think alot... How come?! Shiatzzzz

Recently keep having nightmare in dream... What's wrong?? How I wish to know what's going on... Without xxxxx, am I really ok?? Am I really that tough? Am I always wearing a mask in front of peoples? Why don't I just live happily without xxxxx?? Maybe the only thing I mind is... the REASON, the explanation. Maybe....

Maybe, I should delete everything in my mind. KerrieChin, go, get a LIFE! I promised myself I will try my best to move on..

Okay, I'm officially a Liong Dei Goon now. Have to maintain this pangkat for about 2 weeks. Then only start my new journey.. Bless me everything goes smooth.... Have a good start... Plzz

I have to say thanks to my bestie who always stand with me while I'm down, when I burst into tears, when I totally lost control, when I emotional... U girls/guys mean alot to me. Thanks. =)

My smoked headlamp

2010-10-02T19:20:00.001+08:00

Today went to Subang USJ with Andrew. We are going to send our cars for painting the headlamp. Ngek ngek..

Reach Andrew's house at 8.20am sharp but who knows the fella haven't wake up =.=

While waiting him in the car.... Take picha again LOLLLL

Wookay... We depart around 8.45am if I'm not mistaken.... The workshop is so damn far... I just remember passed few tolls but can't remember the road... Luckily nowadays so high technology got a thing called GPS so that we can find the place. Thanks to Andrew's Garmin.

Ok, going to share some pics here...

Headlamp before painting

Andrew's car in process~ Like just kena bang.. LOLZ

While waiting~ Yok ji Ham

She was busying pressing her phone all the time!

Me and my snow baby~

Waiting it get dry

Done!

- Before & After -

I likeyyyy! ;)

Send the baby for service today and cost RM 141.00.... And need to start my car installment next month onwards... Baby, u really high maintenance!

Last day in AIA

2010-10-01T00:53:00.000+08:00

Been leaving my blog dead for sometimes! Okay, little bit update from me... I'm resigned from the company!!!!

Today is my last day working with TAA. Tomorrow onwards I'm no longer belongs to here! Wooooookay, just like a bird who fly away from the bird cage. I'm going to start my new journey, very soon. Nervous... but looking forward ;)

Even tomorrow I'm not working but my schedule just sooooo pack!

Morning, I have to wake up early to keep my things which bringing back from office, have to find some place to put all those files -.- headache lorh... After that have to send my dirty baby for car wash, while washing the car I wanna go have a hair cut. Hmm... Then I have to go Sentul POS office to take my mail... After that go Kepong Jusco do buy something... And lunch appointment with my ex colleague, then go Pavilion meet up with my friend and discuss something bout work... Lastly, at night, go Alive with my bunch of bestie! Hoho.. chill chill for little celebration... Celebrate of?? Hmm.. everything ;)

For now, MONEY $$ goes 1st place. All those relationship problems can BLA aside la... so Q fan. :P

I know, the journey is just started. Im gonna face a lot of problems and pressure in future. But I willing to. At least I got what I want =)

God bless!!

My White baby - Xiao Bai~

2010-09-04T01:48:00.000+08:00

Yea... my new ride! Been waiting for so long... Finally, i got it.

Xiao Bai with "botak buntut" Yea, I gonna put on a spoiler soon. =P

Need to learn back how to drive since I so long never touch the CAR. Luckily it's auto... Lolz....

Haven't fully decorate my car with those car accessories. What else to put on? Simple and nice one :)

Thailand.... again ;)

2010-08-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow gonna kick my ass out of Malaysia.... Yea, I'm flying to Thailand again! Hohoho... Short holiday with my bestie Swei...

Will update my bloggie once I come back! =D

xoxo

Headache Week

2010-08-20T12:01:00.001+08:00

Opps... Leave my bloggie alone for sometimes... Is time to update d, since I have some free time now. =) Hoho

Went for dinner with my Bee at Station One yesterday. I don't remember how long I didn't see her. She become so thin d okay.... But still pretty, no worries ;)

We chat alot in our conversation. I had a great night with her! Hope to have more and more gathering with you guys... I miss our past.. When the time we always hanging out together, always joke around and laugh like hell... no matter how tired and busy but we still can gather often. Compare with now, everyone have their new career, all busy with their works.. Not much time to gathering like last time. Can say it's very hard to arrange time for ALL of us.I miss our friendship. I really miss it ='(

Going to leave my current job soon. I still have 1 month and 7 days to stay here. From now on, I have to start planning for future, finding "jalan", think wat job is suitable for me, think how to upgrade our online business... There's too many things I not done yet! So headache when I look at all the things I have to carry back home from office... So headache when I thinking where to put all my files at home, since my room is so small and not much space! Need to buy a hanging cabinet I guess. Sigh. My room is so messy now okay... The dresses in wardrobe sooooooo full, the cosmectics, the skin cares, the hair cares, the bags, the files, the dusks, the rubbish.... etc, walao, SO MESSY!!! I really lazy to keep my room ;( Headache, headache.....

This weekend will be a busy weekend for me. I like.

Food Poisoning ;(

2010-07-29T10:25:00.001+08:00

I'm having food poisoning... This is the second time... So suffer. Keep vomiting only. I think I vomit more than 10 times in this two days. What the hell~

My medicine.... Yiakzz

The very very "pure" porridge without any oils... ='(

Doctor advised me to eat light meals... Not to take any oily foods.. including soy sauce (酱油) omg... My foods really LIGHT!

Luckily our Penang trip is next week... Hope I will recover soon so that I can eat as much as I can when we go for the Penang trip.

- Blessed -

终于，辞职啦！

2010-07-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

今天我终于告诉我的那只老狐狸

我要辞职啦！！！

其实上两个月已经告诉他了可是他不放人

我就答应帮他多半年的时间

可是才过两个月我就觉得忍无可忍了

这里的人是是非非真的很讨厌

让我想再多留一天都会觉得很烦

其实走了应该算是种解脱吧

能和她们相处了4年我觉得我的忍耐力超强的

但是容忍也有界限哦

所以我还是选择离开

虽然还没有开始找新的工作

但是总算松了一口气

能摆脱这个一时又很好大多数时候都很烦的老板

太好了哈哈

重要的是我不需要再看见那些令人反感的脸孔

听见那些讲了一百遍都不厌倦的是非

周末不再被那老狐狸的电话声吵醒

公共假期也不会被叫回公司上班

拿MC时可以真正的休息而不是被叫回去上班

就算是以前出车祸的时候看到我的脚踵到好像猪头一样

也没有打算要放过我还是要我上班

真的不明白我的脸很可爱吗？

真的那么期望看到我吗？ F*** U!

我当时是很生气的！

周末最爱打扰我可恶的是打来问的问题不是什么重要事情

而是问一些无关痛痒的问题还要是几个月前的事

对不起我的脑袋是头脑不是电脑

更不是你的hard disc 一click就能回答你所有的问题

唉好气

难听的说 “包山包海，包diu hai” 好不好？！？！他奶奶的！

不好意思有点气上头了

Anyway 希望我能找到更好的出路吧

再见了， TAA

No BB No Life

2010-07-21T09:06:00.000+08:00

WTF! My BB is just freaking naughty !!! Suddenly hang and I tried to off it and remove battery, who knows after that I can't open my phone already.... Oh pls.. Ruin my mood only -.-

My brain was blank. BB seems so important for me huh? They always say : "No BB no life de larh" Now, I got what it means dy... Really no life!! All my things saved inside... Those things is quite important for me =( I feel like I'd lost something!! Something really important for me.......

Gosh. Gonna take half day leave today and settle the problem. Luckily Felix can help.... Sincerely thanks him and I'm gonna buy him lunch later ;)

Hopefully just reinstall the software. That's it. Don't tell me got other problems again...... You know, I'm quite bad luck in those electronic thingy... I hope I can settle it by today and saved all my data inside.. PLEASE

Insomnia

2010-07-16T07:21:00.000+08:00

Again... I can't sleep well last night.

Wake up, sleep back, wake up again, then sleep back... repeating this action dunno for how many times in a night...

Wondering it's caused of the Teh Ice....? Or something else....?

By2 - 爱丫爱丫

2010-07-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

把爱留在身边窗外有个蓝蓝的天
leaving love by my side outside the window there's a blue sky

落叶那一瞬间记得多穿一件
the leaf falling's instant remember to put on more clothes

一天过了一天我的日记却病恹恹
day by day my diary's even sick

我们隔得太远太远
we are more and more distant

多喜欢你从来不会说
I like you s much never told you

多在乎你到底懂不懂
I care about you so much after all do you realize?

你有没有对我一点点心动
have you been touched a little

爱我的话,给我回答
if you love me, give me an answer

我的爱丫爱丫没时差
my love, love, has no time difference

等待是我为你付出的代价
waiting is the price I pay for you

爱我的话要回答
if you love me have to answer

我只等你等你一句话
I'm just waiting waiting for your one sentence

走太远你走太远你的回答
walking too far you're walking too far your answer

听不见
can't hear it

一天过了一天我的日记却病恹恹
day by day my diary's even sick

我们隔得太远太远
we are more and more distant

多喜欢你从来不会说
I like you so much never told you

多在乎你到底懂不懂
I care about you so much after all do you realize?

你有没有对我一点点心动
have you been touched a little

Tom Rider Kerrie =P

2010-07-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

My naughty friend taken my pic silently using his new Iphone.... My face was so natural and so.... so ugly when he took that pic without my knowledge. I'm eating lorh pls =.=

The point is, dare he edit the pic !!! But really funny. I laugh like hell while I received the MMS from him.

This is the 1st pic he posted on twitter

Really OH MY GOD =.= sweattttt

This is the 2nd pic he sent to me using MMS

So funny... Wow.... I'm sooo sexy! The san choi so zeng right?!? hahahahahahaha

This pic really make me laugh like hell

The Jeff aka Bangla keep laughing at me. DIEz.

He said the theme is TOM RIDER... Lolz!!!

Can u imagine how free is Mr. Alkie Liew. :D

Luckily I'm a girl who can make jokes around.... I forgive u both!!! =P

I got my hair straighten

2010-07-12T00:46:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Had my hairdo on Saturday...! Hope to get a new look and freshen up ~ cheers~ ~

I have been sitting in the hair saloon for about 4 hours for my hairdo. Oh my God, my butt going to be SQUARE butt! So boringggggg and sleepyyyyyyy pls

This is the result after my hair rebonding

Dunno how it's look after I wash my hair.. Hmm.... Hope it won't get worst like my hair before =P

NO MORE MISS MESSY HAIR !!!!

Hahahahahahahahahaha :D

BB privacy screen protector~

2010-07-12T00:37:00.000+08:00

Mummy and Brother went to holiday without bringing me along~ Sighzz (Actually the fact is I don't want to follow mummy) lolz!

Sooooo boring when ALONE at home. So quiet... Hmm... Have to make sure all the doors and windows locked up before I sleep. Have to do house works. Sighzzz

Had my lunch together with Alkie at Mc Donald Damansara today. After that we going to Low Yat to acc Alkie buy screen protector and the casing for his new baby Iphone. So good! He have the white colour 16gb Iphone by signing up the Digi package! Suddenly I wish to use touch screen phone too... But really no money to buy it :P Nvm, I still like my BB. I can't change it because I like the BBM feature! heheee ;)

I changed my BB back to the original black screen and black keypad instead of the white one. Look better and nicer! I quite mind when my babes Bee and Jeff said the raspberry look WEIRD. That's y I quickly change it! ;) haha.... now look better really.... with the privacy screen protector on! Which mean no one from beside can see my screen while I'm typing msg... Only I can see it ;) sooo "privacy"... Wowww....Damn cool! I like my current BB ♥

Tea Session with frens at night. And found this at the E-Ring magazine ~

My BB look 90% alike with the XiMAX made in Malaysia right? Hoho...!!

STOP IT

2010-07-09T17:44:00.000+08:00

Recently I got many questions surrounding around my mind. What's that all about huh? *secret*
I think, I'm gonna make a move. I'm gonna quit. I'm gonna be strong. I'm gonna make my mind clear. I'm gonna leave.....I'm gonna stop. Hmm, I should know what am I doing right now.

"Don't hurt anyone" but I've hurt myself.

Guiltiness

2010-07-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

I don't really know how to express my feeling.

Is it a joke for me? Or a kind of retribution?

Heard a lot of unexpected things. Felt too bad and too disappointed. What the hell is going on??

I don't know how to judge people, really. And I don't even know do I have the ability to criticize others?

Cos maybe I have did something wrong too.

Something really, really wrong........

Tenji Tenji Buffet~

2010-07-05T19:48:00.000+08:00

Went to Tenji last night with the gang of friends. Actually our first choice is TAO cuisine but who know, it's fully booked. So no choice, some of them suggest Tenji, then we choose to ON because 6 of us was really desperate for japanese buffet. :P

While waiting the supper time 9.30pm ;)

Smoking Area

Non smoking area

THE FOODS ♥

So full ~ ~ ~ GUILTY! :P

Perhentian 4D3N Funny Trip

2010-07-03T16:47:00.002+08:00

It's time to update bloggie with Perhentian picha~

Had a 4 days 3 nights trip with my bunch of cute cute friends :D They are really funny and make a lot of jokes.. Thanks for made up my days ;)

Thanks Calvin for capture this pic.... I love this so muchie! Best pic in the year ;) ♥

And thanks Jeff for the editing :D

*The place we stayed* Flora Bay Resort

We have been treating by them like VIP.. very good service... All the tour guide are so friendly, easy going and like to make jokes around. Brian told us, he choose to come back here again it's because of their service :)

BEACH. A place that can release ur stress, ur tension. It's kinda relaxing while u look at the blue sky, white cloud, and the wind keep blowing on ur face. I love this kind of feeling. Super duper love it. We purposely stayed up and awake for whole night just to wait for sun rise, omg.. it's really the nice scenery I ever seen.

It's worth to sacrifice my sleeping time. Just for these nicey scenery ♥

Okayy, have to short listed some photos because there are really TOO MUCH pics!! More pics please view it at my Facebook album k ;)

Here we go, some nice picha that I think I must share here :P

Hmm... now... Let's see....

Cam Whoring ALBUM~ Muahahaha

Wookay! Done. Hehe... And here's some funny jokes to share.. When we were there, alot of funny things happened okay... :D

Can u see the cat hiding under the table? U know why? Because of Siew Wei! Haha!

We were fighting to use bathroom that day, well, I'm so kind, I let Andrew and Siew Wei bath 1st. So they gonna play the finger-guessing game to decide who can use the bathroom 1st. At last, Siew Wei won. And she's very happy and she keep jumping. U know what happened.... The vanity table is shaking~!! All the toner, sun blocks, bottles toppled over. HAHAHA!! Andrew and me laugh till drop on the floor pls!! I guess this is why the cat hiding under the table. It thought earth quake!!! HAHAHA!!

Okay, next joke... created by Brian. We were having our dinner and Brian and Anson started to discuss about the football match later. Brian said the place we stayed do have a POTATO. 21inch somemore. Huh? What the hell? Why suddenly come out with such a big potato? 21 inch leh??? Who knows, Brain is actually saying PROJECTOR instead of POTATO. Just he can't pronounce the word well so all of us heard wrongly! Lolz... Laugh till die again.

Okay tis is the last one... hahaha.. Brian told us this. ;) He listened from FM. I will keep laughing while listen this. Hahahahaha... please!! someone to stop me??

If ur fren went to washroom and suddenly someone come and ask u : Can i take this chair away? (pointing ur fren's chair)

What would u answer?

"YES, please. It's empty now"

"NO, sorry, my fren just walk away and he wil be back later"

But, someone answer like this.....

"CAN, u take la, my fren just PASS AWAY"

He actually wanan said his fren jus walk away!

Haha, Haha. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

WHO DARE TO TAKE THE CHAIR?? MAYBE YOUR FRIEND'S SOUL STILL SITTING ON THAT CHAIR!! Lolz~

BB got her new clothes ON ♥

2010-07-03T12:38:00.002+08:00

Went to Mid Valley and meet up wit Eric Soong to get my BB housing from him.

The first thing he saw me and he asked : "Why you so thin dy geh?"

hahaha! Be frankly I'm happy ;) Thanks Eric for made up my evening..LOLz~!

I got the RED color housing, WHITE keypad and the circle silicone cover from him.

I'm actually intend to get the privacy screen protector too, but too bad it can't fit my screen ;( The privacy screen protector is really cool! Too BAD I can't have it!! Sighz

Here we go to see how my BB got transformed :D

*The original BB*

*BB transform to whiteberry*

*NEW SKIN!* with new silicone cover - front and back

*New skin with my old red silicone cover*

*NEW housing without silicone cover* My ♥ Raspberry

I LIKE!!! Hehee

Brazil VS Sei Holland

2010-07-03T12:10:00.000+08:00

Damn du lan while watching this match.... I'm officially a Argentina fan but today I support Brazil!

Cos I really hate Holland pls... and I hate the fans who support Holland... They are just super duper lansi! DNS

But unfortunately.... Brazil did disappoint me... ;( Make me LOSE FACE!!!!! This is why I can't take it!

DIE u F.Melo... Own goal! WTF! Somemore red card at last... what the hack is going on!!!

Heart attack...... Sighz

Sei Holland

Have you learned to protect yourself?

2010-07-03T04:22:00.000+08:00

NO hope,

NO expectation,

then you will never have DISAPPOINTMENT

2 more days to go!

2010-06-24T01:43:00.001+08:00

Yup! 2 more days to go! We gonna depart to Pulau Perhentian on Friday night!!♥ What a nicey mood when think of it :P

Too bad I have yet to make my tummy look smaller.. sighz. Seems a mission impossible huh? To have a FLAT stomach?? Although lose lots of weight but the tummy still there... What larh... OL always facing this kind of problem. Next time after lunch I must stand for 1 hour and won't letting myself to sit down...

Should be start keeping stuffs for this coming Friday... Hoho. But i'm kinda lazy to keep it now. Make it done tomorrow okayyyy

My SEA...!! I'm coming to YOU again ;) Cutey fishes, wait for me to feed u the yummy bread kay! Hehehee =D

Working on Saturday~

2010-06-19T10:39:00.000+08:00

Oh my beautiful Saturday~ Am gonna stay in office until 12pm. My half day gone. Just gone like this! Arghh

Actually I really dislike to work on Saturday pls... No colleagues, No agents, No works to do, No department staff, how we going to deal with them bout all the KIV cases?? What for want us come to work??? Lebih!

I will RUN around 11am! I don't care! I've finished my things! I'm so boring! And I'm so scare cos I'm alone in the office!!

Being forced to Wedding Dinner~

2010-06-18T01:58:00.001+08:00

Acc mum go for wedding dinner tonight... 7.30pm.. Gosh. It's the show time for my favorite Argentina!! But I have no choice! Mum seems like forcing me to go with her =.=''

My soul was totally not there even my body still staying at that place. I keep on refresh my BB application "South Africa on Blackberry" to check the score line. Hoho~ Too bad the restaurant didn't on the TV for world cup. They only show the wedding video.... =.= haihz.

So, what to do. Hmm, some friends update me thru Facebook comments. But I still prefer watching LIVE~!! Argentina won with score line 4-1 !! Wow! GREAT! So great!! Gosh, it's really a fantastic show...!! They played sooooo great!! Yerr I'm so contradiction! Between choosing mummy and Argentina! Lolz~

Haihz, talk about the dinner. I was really full after the 1st and 2nd dishes. And I can't finish the foods so I leave it there. Again, mum FORCED me to eat all!

She say until so loud : "Finish it lar! Eat! Eat!''
"I don't want, so full d"
"Eat la! Eat la"
Then straight poured the foods on my plate .............. So many unties throwing their eyesight on us. Therefore, I just can finish the foods quietly........ Mum, I fat d I will blame you.... >.<

Holding my BB all the time while eating. Facebook lar, BBM lar, Twitter lar... So busy. Play until my BB almost out of battery... Sighz. Finally my watch pointed to 10.30pm... we can back dy! I asked bro to stopped me at Esso mamak and I joined the guys for drink. And watch the next game. Greece play Nigeria. Zacc and me side bet with Ivan... a glass of drink =D We bet on Nigeria, Ivan bet on Greece. Greece won with scone line 2-1. Haihz, end up we have to spend Ivan Lam for drinks! Unlucky one :P

Erhm... This is my Thursday... So tired kay :)

Frenzie FIFA photos ♥

2010-06-17T12:53:00.000+08:00

Hoho.. Just noticed that my recent post was so FIFA! :D
I have no choice because started from 11th June 2010 I have nothing to do at night beside watch world cup.. Lolz!

Some of my edited pic - Painted face with the flag! ♥

Jeff ♥ Swei ♥ Andrew ♥

Jeff looks good... Hmm? Burger wei looks.... weird :P

Andrew Gan!! Sei Yatt Bun Zai! haha, dunno y, when editing him I just think of "Japan"

Yvette ♥ Ivan ♥ Twaji ♥

Wet looks sweet! Ivan Lam so YS =D

And Twaji Bee... know why im using South Africa on u? LOLZ!

Alex said he looks so yong sui -.- I purposely edit him with Argentina okay!! Tak appreciate pun~

Alkie - Mexico. Suit him right?

Siew Yin - hahaha... Cute la my dear :)

And LAST!! The most funny one.. Terry Kok - Holland! So cute his expression. I laugh when Im editing.

But he keeps complaining it looks like France flag.. Hoho..

Am edited some for myself too =D ♥

Love Argentina okay!

They said the 1st pic looks like Avatar... LOLZ

I'm abit upset cos tonight might missed the match for Argentina VS Korea Republic. Mummy forcing me to attend wedding dinner with her =(

I wanna support my ♥ team

Messi Messi GO GO GO ♥

OKAY! Continue FIFA until 11th July 2010 ♥

My Jersey!! ♥

2010-06-16T01:25:00.000+08:00

♥ ARGENTINA ♥

No. 10 - Messi

♥ Brazil ♥

No. 8 - Kaka

MY JERSEY~!! Hoho... So nice rite :D

Brazil VS Korea DPR tonight. But Im going to missed it cos TOO LATE! 2.30am -.-

Hope Brazil will win ~ Pls!!!!

World Cup Feverrrr

2010-06-12T17:46:00.002+08:00

It's World Cup Day! Fall on 11 June 2010 which is one of my peeps June Leng's BIG DAY~! Happy Birthday Khor June Leng~

Be frankly, I'm not really interested in FOOTBALL games all this while. But everyone seems like having the so called "world cup fever".... So, i have to get myself join in too! To avoid neglect by friends while talking bout football =P

And I'm downloaded the "South Africa on Blackberry" to getting the latest news for all matches. Lolz

Andrew pick me up at night and we heading to Kit's house to watch the first match Mexico VS South Africa.

Well, kinda disappointed with the final result. DRAW!! Sighzz

We brought some snacks and drinks, eat it while watching WC.

C-Ronaldo on my potato chips =D Hoho

Opps.. Andrew Gan also on the packaging!!

Me~

Swei~ (She bring along her "Xuuuu (book)" hahaha)

I have to blame you for one last time!! Lolz =P

Kit's house HD~ So best, clear until can see their sweats & wrinkles & the ugly slow motion

After the 1st match.... We are planning to watch the 2nd match at 2.30am. AT last we went to Andrew's house to kill times. Good for me, I can visit the 2 little cutie doggies. :)

The buddy boyy~

At the end, we give up to wait until 2.30am.. All starting tired.. Lolz. Will continue again TONIGHT!

ARG vs NGA

Wanna watch Messi. Hehe... Support Argentina!!

EDITED Bloggie ♥

2010-06-12T16:31:00.001+08:00

Just got my blog edited~ And I like it so much ;)

PIN UP all my posts and my readers have to click in one by one... Hoho. It's quite irritating but it's nice isn't? Lolz =P

Just click again on my name or HOME page to return to the main page okeyyyy :)

More updates otw ♥

White Tenshi is BORN~

2010-06-07T21:03:00.005+08:00

Finally, White Tenshi is BORN!!!

Our logo

So great~!!! We have our logo ;)

At first I thought our logo will be like this :

Or this :

Haha.... FAT Tenshi.... But Andrew Gan and Siew Wei think this logo is quite cute =.= Luckily it's not going to be our logo! :P

Andrew and me are actually planning to do a partnership business based online. So, we created "White Tenshi". We sell sorts of beauty and slimming products. But so far in our blog just showing the LEPTIN slimming products. Others girl stuff are still on the way okay ;) Keep us update!! Hehe

Seriously, LEPTIN slimming products helps me alot. That's why I'm so confident with it and wants to share this great thing to all my friends! Especially those who really wanna slim down but failed to. I know the feeling, cos I'm used to be very FAT and always laugh by peoples....! Lolz.. Even I know they are no hard feeling, but I will feel sad still mar.... Normal, right? I always told myself : "I NEED TO SLIM DOWN!" But I really hard to fulfill it. After 3-4 years also the same body figure. Just don't know why. I used to be serious! But at the end I still can't get what I want. UNTIL I MET LEPTIN! Hehe :P (Advertising kuat kuat)

Share some of my FAT pictures here kay... Hope I wont scared you guys ;)

YES!! Trust your eyes. This is Me!!! The fat pie at left handside.

And the current normal size Kerrie (right) Hoho!!

I considered for so long whether want to post this pic or not... Cos it wil make my market value share drop very seriously. I guess so -.- But at last I decided to post it... Sighz.. Nvm lar, I need to share the improvement to the buyers right...

This... Err.. I think I was 58kg that time. (Left)

Taken this pic at Krabi seaside.. 53kg if I'm not mistaken. But at least I dare to wear bikini... so happy ;)

And this.... Left pic taken when I travelling to Bangkok around 1 year ago.

Right pic... Taken on 5 June 2010 which is 2 days ago. 50kg now!!

Another bikini shoot.... you guys compare yourself la :)

I'm the one who wearing black bikini & standing in the middle (Right pic)

Add on two pic... Hoho... At Melaka (Middle of May 2010)

Gosh.. That's why I said LEPTIN is so great! So powerful... It successfully transformed me from a fatty bom bom to a normal girl. No doubt, I love LEPTIN.

I wanna be more slim than now. Until 45kg. My ideal weight...!!

Feel free to visit our blog at http://whitetenshi.blogspot.com/ for more information about Leptin Slimming Products.

Thanks! ;)

I lose 1kg more~

2010-06-06T12:41:00.001+08:00

我又轻了1kg!! :D

无可否认　　我是开心的!!!

真的没有想过自己会瘦下来

还是在那么短的时间

虽然还不是瘦到自己想要的那种成果

可是能不要那么肥已经是谢天谢地了

我的目标 : 45kg!

请归还那本来就属于我的体重　:P Lolz~

昨天在Andrew家，　一直忙着如何开始我们的计划

*我们很认真的样子* Lolz~

大概已经完成了50%吧

请了好友Elroy的帮忙　　真的谢谢他　

期待他的作品　:)

On the way !

2010-06-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

Tenshi Tenshi.....

OTW!

Hehe.

J

W.H.A.T I.S L.O.V.E

2010-06-04T21:22:00.001+08:00

♥

爱情是一种莫名其妙的东西

它可以很美妙也可以很飘渺

不知道在什么时候开始

也不知道在什么时候结束

♥

奇怪的梦

2010-06-02T20:37:00.003+08:00

昨晚作了一个很奇怪的梦

梦见和朋友们去旅行

可是有一天朋友们突然不见了

原来全部都搭飞机回了

只剩下我一个人

我记得梦里的我很害怕很紧张

这时候有一个男人突然抱着我

样子很模糊

他就一直紧紧地抱着我

然后不知道为什么我就哭了

虽然只不过是一场梦可是我还清楚地记得

他的身体很温暖很有安全感

好想永远被他抱着不要醒过来

但是当在我以为他会陪着我的时候

突然连他也不见了消失了

一直找一直找

怎样也找不到他

从安全感到失落感

只有那么一瞬间

嗯这种感觉

有点恐怖

身边的人突然消失

还要是在你以为你找到可以保护你的人

结果连他也不要你了

好奇怪的梦~

男人•女人的相遇

2010-06-01T20:14:00.007+08:00

听过亚当与夏娃的故事吗？

略有所闻吧。

“上帝便用泥土造人，在泥坯的鼻中吹人生命的气息，就创造出了有

灵的活人。上帝给他起名叫亚当。但那时的亚当是孤独的，上帝

决心为他造一个配偶，便在他沉睡之际取下他一根肋骨，又把肉

合起来。上帝用这根肋骨造成了一个女人，取名叫夏娃。

上帝把夏娃领到亚当跟前，亚当立刻意识到这个女人与自己

生命的联系，他心中充满了快慰和满意，脱口便说：“这是我骨中

的骨，肉中的肉啊！可以称她为女人，因为他是从男人身上取出

来的。”男人和女人原本是一体，因此男人和女人长大以后都要离

开父母，与对方结合，二人成为一体。 ”

男女之间本来就是有着同性相吸，异性相斥的物理定律

所以男人和女人相遇而结合　　是必然的　

能找到一个可以结伴终生的人并不容易

而如果那个可以结伴终生的人已经在你身边了

那就请好好珍惜。　

六年前，　一个情窦初开的女孩　遇上了一个俊朗的男孩

彼此间　莫名其妙的感觉　　引发了一段轰轰烈烈的爱情　

然而轰轰烈烈的爱情背后　　是怎样的结果　　不得而知

男女之间必须经历相遇，相知，相恋，　还有最重要的　相信

爱情的路上　　并没有说谁留下的脚印比较多　　

越是比较付出的多少　　就只会让双方的关系更差

或许在种种现实中　其中一方会感受到物质与精神　爱与性的矛盾

时间　　是最好的证明　　

一切无言的猜测　　也会随着时间而变淡

爱情的美好　　在于过程　而不是结果

人的一生　　不一定只有一段爱情

每一段的爱情旅途　　都有不同的风景

这一段段的风景　丰富了我们的美丽人生　

遇到的千千万万个人　　偏偏只有一个与你相爱

这就是缘分

谁也没有理由不珍惜谁

偶然相遇　也算种缘分

既然缘分来了　　感觉对了

就不要错过任何能让感情升华为爱情的机会

若是真的必须选择分开　

也没关系　　因为至少　你们之间已经把最美好的回忆

给锁在心里最隐秘的地方了

献给我的好朋友－Yin & Kie。祝福你们　♥

当下的心情故事

2010-06-01T00:28:00.004+08:00

听着某首钢琴版的歌那优雅的旋律

就好像　许许多多的音符　漂浮在空气中

发挥着陶冶心情的作用

让人觉得舒服，放松。

也让我很有感觉的想要写下自己此时此刻的心情 :)

转眼间，就一年了

看看一年前的自己

我发觉自己并没有成长

还是一样站在原地甚至有时　　还不停地回头眺望

想寻找过去的记忆　　想回味过去的点滴

嘴边总是挂着　“以前，想当年，那时候”

是多么的不切实际

当看着别人一步一步地往前迈进

会替他们开心

可是同时也让我觉得自己很没有力量

以前的我以前的那股勇气那颗想要努力的心

去了那里啊？

我真的不想要依靠任何一个人

“活在上流社会的女强人”

这个影子这段距离好像还离我很远

更何况我发觉现在的我开始懒散了

“懒惰”　这是不被允许出现在生活当中的字眼

是时候认真的想想未来的路

希望我趁妈妈还没有很老的时候

已经有能力让她享福了 :)

•体谅•包容•信任•承诺•

2010-05-31T19:33:00.005+08:00

人与人之间仿佛隔着一道墙

很多时候都不能明白对方的想法

至于能不能让彼此更熟络一点就在于沟通的技巧

即使熟络了也并不代表能完全明白对方

懂得体谅明白或许对方是因为某些原因

而选择了保护自己不让任何一个人看清自己脆弱的内心

学习包容理解等待

相信总有一天对方会愿意打开心房

让人逐步靠近更了解自己

那么彼此间就已经建立了一种信任

信任里同时也包含了一种承诺

然而这就是愿意付出的成果

~花开了，果实成熟了。开心的，不是採收的花农们，而是那只一直围绕在花边飞舞的胡蝶。因为，它终于等到花儿成熟的这一刻。美丽的花瓣，含苞欲放，芳香四溢。这一切，比任何都来得满足。~

Sleepless nitez

2010-05-30T02:02:00.006+08:00

It's 2.23am now.... Am still awake.

The night is still young for me. I can't sleeeeeeeeeep. My face gonna be terrible day than day! WHAT TO DO?? Kinda boring with the insomnia night! So, blogging is the only thing I can do now, perhaps.

Went to Kajang satay with few of them. Omg, I recalled that I really ate alot today!! I had cheesy spaghetti with hot dog, ham, small piece of chicken steak, egg and chicken wing + papaya milk as my lunch for today. After that add on a cup of mix fruits. Nearly vomit. For dinner, no, should called it supper, I ate total 9 satays + 1 coconut as my SUPPER!! Feel very guilty plzzzZ. I should drink Leptin today, to control my itchy mouth! Yerrrr

My lovely month of May gonna end soon. Times fly like arrow --> ! So fast now already middle of the year... What I've done in the past 5 months huh? I guess the Krabi trip is the most memorable one :) It's really fun ♥

I know there will be more n more good things coming towards. Chill. Perhentian, KK. Yeah! ;)

Kay, gonna move my ass to the bed and force myself to sleep. Or else can play games or read some magazines too :) hehe

Good nitez. Have a sugar dream everyone :)

心情 - 星期六的早上

2010-05-29T07:25:00.000+08:00

现在是早上的6.35分。今天是星期六，我竟然那么早就起床了。。不可思议！

昨晚彻夜难眠。。。怎么了。明明就很累，可是却睡不好 :( 一大清早就看见晓薇twitter了。原来她也是一样，没睡好，哈哈。。两个可怜虫就在MSN里聊天~ 和她诉苦，诉我的不快。谈了一个小时吧，她说她要睡回去了。真羡慕。我不能睡呢，精神的不得了@.@

昨天和晓薇他们去了YOUTH '10 FESTIVAL。嗯，前面还蛮闷的，还好后来有个shopping area。我最喜欢的是shopping 那part而已。。哈哈。 :P 我，真的是典型的购物狂！这不是一件好事。。:( 因为我会花很多钱。。谁能控制我呢？？？ ;(

然后呢，我们就去了Putra买下个月去Perhentian的巴士票。我又可以回到海边了！！

我喜欢海，虽然我不是很会游泳，可是我就喜欢海带给我那种舒服的感觉。我喜欢海浪声，我喜欢用脚尖踢水，我喜欢脱下拖鞋在海滩上漫步，我喜欢拿着相机到处拍，我喜欢不要很刺热的太阳，微微的一点阳光就好 :P

因为只有这样，我才能放松自己。

最近的我常常出现头痛的状况，或许是压力所致吧。很容易生气，一生气就会头痛, 又时常睡不好。以前的我都不是这样的 :( 到底什么问题啊？难道又是荷尔蒙在作怪。

所以，我才会那么期待去海滩！并不是朋友们常说的 :" U RICH!" =.=

我要放松，就算是只有区区的那几天，也好。

看不见人来人往的烦忙都市，听不见汽车的吵杂声，不用每天早上都赶着进公司，听不见老板的夺命追魂call，不用看见无聊及小心眼的人，暂时不用去想钱财的烦恼。

那已经很足够了。 :)

Krabi Krabi ♥

2010-05-23T23:04:00.002+08:00

Just back from Krabi (Ao Nang) with my biatches last week. We have a very wonderful memories there! :)

I miss the sea sooooo muchie! Even I got sun burn but I love the sun still. ♥

We got total 7 albums posted at Facebook... What the heck... 1500++ pictures for the whole trip! Lolz... I guess our cam whore pics is more than half :P Hohooo

Anyway I just share some of my favorite pics here... :) Really miss the scenery, the sea view so much!!

Well, we all become sooo dark dy! I started miss my fair skin… But I still enjoying the “result of sun burn” lolzzz. Mr. Chick is much more darker than me.. haha… Just like what we used to called him “Bangladesh” …!! Hohoo

Nevertheless... Next destination - Perhentian! ♥ I'm going to Perhentian with another gang of friends on 23 June 2010. Hehe. Wondering will I be like my beee Twaji when I back from Perhentian... opps.. I mean the skin colour. HAHAHA!! Sure she will shoot me if she see this. :P

Looking forward to be TAN TAN TAn tan tan again~ ♥ =P

新娘结婚了，新郎不是他

2010-05-12T20:53:00.000+08:00

在twitter post了

“If ur ex get marry... What would u feel? :) *p/s: not my ex okay”

真的好想知道

如果　你在乎的人　和别人结婚了

那种感觉会怎样的呢

是痛吗？　

可是为什么痛的同时，　却还有另一段感情呢

是为了寻找她的影子吗？？

天啊　　这到底是什么人？！　

这里所谓的“新郎不是他”中的新郎

其实只是我的一个朋友

替他伤心　可是同时也能了解

为什么新娘会不要他

所谓　　天下乌鸦一般黑

男人出轨的比例

确实比女人多

希望我以后的新郎　　绝对不会是这种人 !

I'm turning to 23 years old...!

2010-05-09T18:13:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To Me ! ;)

Kisses from my Bestie *so sweet*

My Gang - Thanks everyone of YOU !!!

*Kerrie*

*Dining at Victoria Station*

Birthday Celebration on 6 May 2010 night with my soul mates

Oh my God... I'm getting older !! Really miss my teenage year but that was about 4 years ago :(

I'm no longer a TEENager you know...

Well, I still have a bunch of buddies who elder than me.. ^^ Lolz. Siew Wei! Andrew! Sitt! Soo Soon!! Opps...Only my Kinki babe is younger than me on that night :p

Sincerely thanks to everyone who celebrate for my 23yo birthday. I had a lot of fun on that day! I love all of them ♥

For more photos please view my photo albums on my Facebook page :)

It's the day!

2010-05-06T20:11:00.000+08:00

It's the day!!!

Excited NOT because of buffday coming soon... Excited is because of no need to wake up early in the morning tomorrow and got straight 3 days off !! Lolz... Can u imagine how lazy I am :P

Looking forward for next week too~~!!!

♥ K R A B I ♥

我的专属天使

2010-05-04T01:15:00.000+08:00

一个星期有七天难免会有一天会想起他

怀念的不是他的人而是那份回忆那种温暖

被呵护的感觉被关心被小心翼翼的保护着

分手了不一定要忘记甜蜜快乐的事也可以记起来的

或许只是我不懂得如何好好收藏这记忆

哪怕哪天上帝会派来一个守护我的天使

帮我把这记忆牢牢地锁在心里头　　锁好了

然后　　再为我制造更多更美好的甜蜜

累

2010-05-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

很累。无论是对人，对事，对目前所面对的一切。真的很累。

往往自己想要的，都不会轻易放手。但结果呢？

其他的人，有跟我一样的烦恼吗？

再过几天就生日了，可是，一点期待的心情也没有。

还不是一样。。。

每天一分一秒就这样的过去，然而，我还站在原地。

悄悄话 ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-05-03T20:33:00.001+08:00

近来很爱听的一首歌 ♥

Suki - 悄悄话

眼泪常常不听话因为我们都曾经很傻
太多的虚假太多人很挣扎
太多伤痕被留下
感情闯了祸我会陪伴你度过
面对无解的明天不再软弱
时间犯了错但我不许你寂寞
朋友让爱很简单不再沉默

或许心情很复杂太多说不出的话
秘密在心中萌芽问题找不到解答
我永远都在这里听着你说悄悄话

也许追不上变化也许世界真的那么大
感情闯了祸我会陪伴你度过
面对无解的明天不再软弱
时间犯了错但我不许你寂寞
朋友让爱很简单不再沉默

我们都有太多牵挂（太多牵挂）
太多说不出的话
秘密在心中萌芽问题找不到解答
我永远都在这里听着你说悄悄话

当你需要勇气我就在这里
心和心没有距离
或许心情很复杂太多说不出的话
秘密在心中萌芽问题找不到解答
我永远都在这里听着你说悄悄话

喜欢你

2010-04-30T20:30:00.002+08:00

喜欢你，就是不能停止地喜欢上你。

喜欢你，叫我老婆这个称呼

喜欢你，紧张我的样子

喜欢你，把我拥入你的怀里，脸上漾溢着幸福的笑容

喜欢你，在我们第一次约会的时候，我去哪里都说不喜欢，结果就一直在车上兜风，你也没有半句怨言

喜欢你，在家看鬼戏时，会故意吓我

喜欢你，在快要下雨时候，会用双手帮我遮雨，不让我被淋湿

喜欢你，嘴里虽然是叫我肥婆仔，可是还是时常会带我吃好吃的，还要我多吃一点，像是怕我饿着了

喜欢你，在看戏时，手一直紧牵着我的双手

喜欢你，那股很man的香水味道

喜欢你，当我说要在30分钟内见到你，30分钟后你就真的出现了

喜欢你，在我断食的时候，特地从家里拿营养给我

喜欢你，开心的时候，流露出那孩子气的笑容

喜欢你，在我不开心的时候，哄我，逗我

喜欢你，时常要我泡active 8,positrim给你喝，还要超大杯的

喜欢你，会煮煲仔饭给我吃。虽然是咸了点，可是还是“甜”的

喜欢你，会埋怨我不会煮菜

喜欢你，时常在我面前做面膜，我每次都笑你，比我还爱美

喜欢你，出去吃饭点菜时，你会知道我要吃什么

喜欢你，出门时我忘了拿你的电话，害你在几个小时内别人都找不到你，即使我一直地说对不起，你却不生我气。我知道，电话对你来说，是很重要的

喜欢你，一起在mid valley逗留到深夜，只因为我们看戏看夜了，你的车却停在car park洗车场，工人全都回了，又没有电话，你还是不懂得生我的气，如果换作是我，早就骂你了

喜欢你，要我陪你一起讲OPP，认真说话的你，好有男人味

喜欢你，知道我不舒服，即使在开着会也会偷偷地sms我，问我好点了没有

喜欢你，一起去看戏的时候，会为我准备scarf

喜欢你，每次在我和朋友出去玩的时候，都会担心我，不要我穿太性感，要我早点回家

喜欢你，当我玩得很夜回的时候，你还是不睡觉，等到我回家了，再来载我

喜欢你，当我们在同一个Convention hall的时候，我电话有问题打不进来，你找不到我，那种着急的语气

喜欢你，认真写演讲稿的样子

喜欢你，要我帮你一起想成功榜的内容要怎么写

喜欢你，每次鼓励我做好我的安利事业

喜欢你，和我一起分享你的事业，你的中心所发生的趣事，照片和影片

喜欢你，很有上进心，你答应过我，你今年会上钻石的

喜欢你，会幻想向我求婚的画面

喜欢你，睡觉时的样子，鼻子挺挺的，嘴巴小小的，好想吻死你

喜欢你，睡醒后会抱着我，撒娇的说：我爱你

喜欢你，当懒惰的我睡到下午还不肯起床，你也不会吵醒我

喜欢你，会唱歌给我听，你的歌喉还不赖，你的声音还记载在我的脑海里

喜欢你，驾车时另一只手会握着我的手，玩弄我的指甲

喜欢你，在LA时还会sms我报平安

喜欢你，从LA 回来会第一时间打电话给我，告诉我说你有多想我

喜欢你，即使是一条街的距离，我懒惰走路，你也会开车载我

喜欢你，要我教你玩facebook的日子

喜欢你，以前，下很大雨的时候，会去公司接我放工，拿着雨伞在门口等我

喜欢你，在gym的时候，也会在担心在你家的我，正在做些什么

喜欢你，要我在你差不多回到家的时候，在门口迎接你，你说，这是老婆的责任

喜欢你，时常从gym回来后，会和我show off你的胸肌

喜欢你，吵着要我帮你染头发，还啰啰嗦嗦的

喜欢你，要我帮你打扫房间

喜欢你，在你快要出门开会的时候，要我帮你烫西装

喜欢你，那颗浪漫的心

喜欢你，在2009年09月09日早上09.09分，收到你传来的讯息，*我爱你* 开心，也感动

可是，我也喜欢你，每次在我知道你骗我的时候，还有准备了一大堆理由，继续为你圆谎

喜欢你，和6年前一样，死性不改

我，太喜欢你了。

这一年来，发生的事太多了，或许还有很多我记不起来，我能记住的，只有这些。

好了，都写完出来了。不想把它记在脑子里，好累。

人家说，爱一个人很累；想念一个人很累，我说：要放掉一个人更累。

停止吧。这一切结束了。

*Repost* Blog written on 23 March 2010

On Diet

2010-04-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

3 more weeks to go... For our Krabi Trip~!! ♥

I promise myself that I have to slim down before going to Krabi... But it seems a mission impossible huh?

Been controlling my appetite by eating the slimming product - Leptin. It's really work on me :) Control my itchy mouth, so that I won't eat junk foods, hoho... Somemore I don't need to eat 3 meals per day ANYMORE! Sometimes just 1 meal will do. :P So good!!! I like it okayyy

Looking forward for my better result... Lose 5kg more is my current target!!

烦

2010-04-22T20:20:00.000+08:00

又不开心了 :(

真的好情绪化！！

为什么我就不能像正常人那样

拥有正常的脾气

为什么我每次动不动就emo

好可怜

唉

I'm so MAD

2010-04-09T16:09:00.000+08:00

很多人问我为什么

我说不出来，但是我可以写出来。

想要明白我的人，就需要有耐心的看下去了。

或许，我在大家的心目中真的那么emo吧

“你每天都mad的啦”

问题一天没有解决

我还是会那么mad

那是累积性的

明白我的mad，　好吗？＝）

也或许，大家的处境都不一样

我所感受的和别人有少许的不同

你有试过被人背叛的感觉吗

你有试过做什么事都不顺心吗

你有试过倒霉的事一件一件接踵而来吗

都会有心情低落的时候，　对不对？

无论是工作，爱情，金钱，家人，甚至是健康

一个字：烦

想要做好自己本份可是没有人给机会

想要尝试新的环境可是却一拖再拖

和自己说　“我可以的” 到后来，却觉得自己好像在骗着自己

爱情？

一开始，和自己说我暂时不想爱上任何人

偏偏，他又回来了。

在一起只为了尝试只为了再给一次机会

可是后来，却不小心， “又”爱上了

本以为一切都改变了他变了

不，他没变。时间根本改变不了他

分开了，那种想要原谅，却不能原谅的感觉

好矛盾。

我不允许自己原谅他

不可以。

我的心里面住着一只魔鬼和一只天使

他们不断在挣扎着

我没有力气去想那么多了

只希望他在我生命中　　不要留下任何痕迹

不要再让我听到有关他的事了

除此之外，让我烦恼的问题还有很多很多

家人。

家里只有我，妈妈和哥哥。

冷冷清清的。家里就好像酒店一样

一回家，就锁在房里，没有沟通

我的家，不像其他人那样有家庭日，有说有笑的

也许是我和哥哥的年龄距离大吧

每次和他说话他一开口就好像找架吵那样

十句有八句都好像是在骂我

或许这是他疼我的方式吧

妈妈呢，我很疼她，很爱她。

可是我表现不出来。我开不了口和她说我有多爱她

看着她的皱纹越来越多了，　年纪越来越老了

我的心很疼

我在怨自己，　为什么我不能给妈妈幸福好过的日子

感觉上　　这个家　　唯一能改变家里生活的，　是我

可是我有心无力有很多事我不能够一个人解决

但是我从来不和家人分享

从小到大就是那样什么事都自己一个人想

认为自己可以解决

从不在家人面前哭只有反锁在房里
　
只剩下自己一个人的时候哭

你们能明白我的孤辟吗

有时候真的很想念爸爸

有爸爸疼的感觉是怎样的呢？
　
我的记忆开始模糊了。。。

爸爸的遗言　　是要我努力读书

可是我没有。　对不起。

我也好想读自己喜欢的科目

可是当初的经济，　是不允许的

我能怎么样？　如果我不是那么早出来社会做工

现在的我会有更好的前途吗？

对自己的要求很高那种压力，　我受不了

对于目前的工作，　有时候真的会被老板气死

可是可以怎样。　他是老板，死死都要忍

还有那种天下第一的同事

算。　应该谢谢他们，　教会了我　这个社会，　一种米养百种人

教会了我人心的凶险。　是好事来的，　对吧？

害怕长大长大后真的越来越多负担越多烦恼

我在怨自己。

就连自己的健康也照顾不了。

不知道自己的不正常会不会影响以后

担心也是多余了

就干脆不再去检查

暂时没事发生就好。

一箩箩的烦恼，　烦死了

就连家里的电脑也欺负我

每次一坏就不是普通的坏

而是很复杂的坏！很烦耶

快受不了

我知道，　每个人都会有烦恼

或许有很多人比我烦

我也只不过是发泄一下而已

还是会坚强起来的

永远不知道明天会发生什么事

只希望　　　　霉运离我远远的， 远一点！！！！！

Office Mode

2010-03-27T11:31:00.001+08:00

Kinda boring....! ;(

It's my turn to work for this Saturday. Lazy lazy LAZYYY. I hate alternate working on Sat!

Early in da morning, went to Mc D and having Mc D breakfast with colleague.... Coffee? Tea? or Me? Haha. I've choosen hot milo. Lol... And a Mc Sausage with egg burger. Add on with a hash brown. SO FAT!! But I <3 Hash Brown! ~ da da da da da ~ I'm loving it :p

Going off at 12pm later and might go to bukit bintang with my crazy colleague Celest Mok. She's a really cute person (sometimes) and thanks to her cos have to entertain me everytime. I'm kinda mad when I'm working. Non stop making noises and jokes.hahaaha :)

Thinking of the mad things we have done in office.. Lots of funz! Really funny and laugh till drop on da floor.

Opps... Almost 12pm! Have to ciaoz... Wanna have a cup of coffee again before I'm leaving the office. :)

To all my dear frens! :D

2010-03-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

DIE DIE want to post something to update here.... -.-

I dunno how many hours I use for posting the Penang post. Oh mummy... the pictures is so hard to organize! :( BIG HEAD

Recently I'm quiet enjoying to stay home and doing my own stuff. Like watching those HK drama... Searching for the freelance jobs.... chatting with old buddies... Being a homestick girl.... hehee

But I heard someone said my friends is quiet worrying me cos nowadays I seldom go tea with them. Hahahahaa... How lovely and cute are them .... :) Just to tell you guys, it's nothing to worry okay!! I'm stil alive! Lol... !

Thanks for concerns anyway.... sweet ;)

I will appear when I think it's the right time.... WEEKEND! heheee... wait for me okay :D

KeRRiE ♥.•*"*•. ♥ ChiN